Today is one of those days where anything that can go wrong did go wrong. I'm trying really hard to stay positive but it's really becoming really hard. What are you to do when you feel dead yet everyone around you thinks you have this amazing life? Every day is a struggle....its like every day I have to give myself reasons why I need to keep pushing on. But to be perfectly honest, Im over it. All of it. I wonder if they would notice if I wasn't here....probably not. I mean I here now and Im invisible.